
I´m boored, said Dave and 19.30 we left the harbour of Van Der Helden, going through two lock and then entering the open water. We were suppose to sail the boat down the coast 30 miles, you could say that we were to test sail the boat, to see where the water we took in the other night came from.

Dave was steering and I was trying to make my self useful, that means to try not to be in the way, not fall or hit my head into something.
We sailed upwind in 8 knots smashing waves in a very confused sea. In the beginning it felt like a cool RIB tour. Dave were steering with a smoke in is mouth and singing as a sailor should. It feels a bit cliché but it makes me feel like it is for real, and I like it, up until about an hour into the sail when I was soaked in water, my head were starting to feel dizzy of all bumping and Benny shouts up on deck to us to empty a bucket he just filled up, then the nice archipelago tour ended. I realised that being on a boat sometimes is like when you were a kid, all up to sleeping in tent. The whole day you prepared and were all excited for it, then as the darkness came upon you the fun of it started to fade. Then you could just leave the garden and go back inside to have hot chocolate and a sandwich with mum but here out at sea things are not quite like that, yeh you could go down in the cabin, but believe me if I would have done that yesterday then I would have been throwing up. This might be a line of where holiday sailing meets adventures sailing.
I thought I had to live the life of the extreme. I have seen all pictures of the crew at V70 boats and they always sit on the rail, hiking, so did I. But neither that were as glamorous as I had in mind, we were hit by a huge wave and I got wet from top to toe, my face got a salty peeling in the mixture of the wind and all the water coming at me. I had by this time put on my lifejacket and tied my self up to the boat so that I wouldn’t fall of. This were a six hour sail and during around the world races they are out day after day and hour after hour, and even if they have three or four sets of wearing they must be wet into the underwear and it must be cold and what about sleeping, how do they do it? And maybe even more of a question, why do they do it?

“I cant understand anyone sailing around the world it’ s like suicide but with torture, Dave said out loud after three hours.
Time for pouring buckets for real, Dave pouring water out, passing it to Benny who lifts it up to me on deck to throw it out It is dark by now and my feets are cold, really cold, it is not fun anymore, Giles steers, I am emptying buckets, my shoulder hurts for lifting the buckets, I am hungry, I am in the middle of my period and I need to change, the water is still coming in to the boat, the waves are smashing. I went down in the cabin, glad that I used Ob so that I didn’t had to use the toilet, it were blocked with the floor boards that we had taken off to be able to pour out the water and also it was hard enough to stand in the boat as it was. I decided to find my self a corner, take of as little of clothes that I had too, make a quick change and go back up again. I thought about it a while but then decided that this could actually work. Dave asked if I really had to go to the bathroom and here comes the none understanding of how it is to be a woman, have I decided to have this problem no, but I have to deal with it, to avoid a unpleasant accident I had to deal with this. I released my self from the securityline, managed to get out of the lifejacket, climbed down and took the jacket off, it was all wet, found myself a corner and… well you don’t wont to here this part so I can just skip forward to the moment of taking the wet clothes back on, going up on deck to the cold. The thought of how do they do it on the around the world races, does the women just do things like this on deck? How about other needs?
In the dark night, the stars were bright and I tried to see the adventure side of it, the power of nature, the… and that’s were my mind slipped to hot chocolate. I got interrupted by Dave who said that there is a wind farm coming up net to us… he was steering and suddenly there were a whole area of red light on our starboard side. “it’s not on the chart, said Giles, who was doing navigation at the same time as he poured water into the bucket. “Your flashing mate, you will blow up ! “ , said Benny. It was my life-jacket that had been soaked and alarmed. A good thing thou we know where you are, they all laughed.
An hour later there are green and red lights, a gate and then we sail into the marina. A huge one, tie up and I so much wanted to find a hot shower to clean off the dirty water, all the salt, it felt like I had a whole package of salt in my hair and a few layers in my face. I got out of my wet clothes, put some socks on, dry clothes and were to tired for even go for a shower. At the same time I were so cold, I figured that a cup of tea might do it. I boiled water and had a tea, crawled into my sleeping bag and pulled by hood- jacket up and did lay down in the sofa.
I didn’t recive a hot chocolate but tea and a warm calm place to sleep, I were safe, the glamorous life of living life at the extream sailing around the world,hmm the scenario wouldn´t end here instead I would just have left my shift to get a wet sleep in a cold boat that bumps and bumps, to be woken up in an hour to move sails form one side to the other as we are about to tack. Daycruiser, that might be something...